{"id":300,"date":"2012-02-03T12:10:21","date_gmt":"2012-02-03T16:10:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/furry-tales.net\/shurhaian\/?p=300"},"modified":"2012-02-03T12:10:21","modified_gmt":"2012-02-03T16:10:21","slug":"what-will-never-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/furry-tales.net\/shurhaian\/one-shot\/what-will-never-be\/","title":{"rendered":"What Will Never Be"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cIf you could be anywhere right now,\u201d said the red-haired girl, \u201cwhere would it be?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Murmurs went up and down the rows. Holiday resorts. Families. Idyllic destinations. More than a few settled for their own beds.<\/p>\n<p>One big, brown-haired fellow just grunted.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCome on, Matt,\u201d urged the redhead. \u201cThere&#8217;s got to be <em>some<\/em> place you&#8217;d rather be than here, isn&#8217;t there?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, sure there is, Jamie,\u201d the big guy drawled. \u201cBut what&#8217;s the point in thinking about it?\u201d He shrugged, lapsing into silence.<\/p>\n<p><!--more-->Some moments later, someone had the bravery to ask, \u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do <em>I<\/em> mean? You really want to know?\u201d Matt glowered at the hesitant nods. \u201cDoesn&#8217;t look like it to me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSeriously, think about it.\u201d Matt gestured at the window, at the dull brown nothing rolling past. \u201cWhat good does it to to think of somewhere else? We&#8217;re here, every last one of us. And we&#8217;re going to <em>stay<\/em> here for who knows how long.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJesus, Matt,\u201d someone whispered \u2013 not in censure, but in shock. \u201cYou&#8217;re <em>really<\/em> taking that kinda rough. Is everything okay?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah,\u201d another chimed in. \u201cI don&#8217;t remember you ever being <em>this<\/em> bitter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA few days ago I was somewhere I <em>liked<\/em> being,\u201d Matt shot back. \u201cNow I&#8217;m here, just like all of you. And sure, nobody likes this place. The weather&#8217;s hot and nasty, there&#8217;s nothing to see, the bugs will eat you alive, and that&#8217;s not even <em>starting<\/em> on what we&#8217;re here to do. But what&#8217;s it matter? We&#8217;re here now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEverybody&#8217;s gotta have a dream,\u201d someone murmured.<\/p>\n<p>Matt replied with a snort. \u201cYeah, yeah. I used to try that. I had the grandest hopes \u2013 a nice condo up in a high-rise, looking out over a city that was always hopping. A job I could work at during the day, then leave behind and go home to live it up. I even had a hot romance in that dream, too.\u201d Oblivious to eyes lighting up with curiosity all around him, he forged on, \u201cAbout five-nine, slim and sleek, a good handful downstairs, and would he <em>ever<\/em> wail when we got going&#8230;.\u201d He trailed off into a frustrated sigh.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhoa,\u201d Jamie breathed. \u201cI, uh, guess that explains why you&#8217;ve been immune to the ladies, huh?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGuess it does,\u201d Matt breathed; then, with a bit of a growl, \u201cGot a problem with that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, <em>hell<\/em> no,\u201d she assured him, grinning. \u201cHad a particular guy in mind, did you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYep,\u201d grumbled Matt. \u201cDon&#8217;t see him on my arm now, though, do you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, God,\u201d someone gasped, dismayed.<\/p>\n<p>Matt snorted. \u201cNone of the rest of it, either. What did all those fine dreams get me? Just a whole load of hurt. That little fantasy isn&#8217;t gonna happen, and thinking about it doesn&#8217;t make the days any easier. Just brings back the pain.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMatt&#8230;\u201d A hand came to light on his shoulder, giving a squeeze.<\/p>\n<p>He didn&#8217;t shake it off; he just sighed, closing his eyes. \u201cLike it or not, we&#8217;re here now. We&#8217;d better get used to it; we&#8217;ve got a lot of work ahead of us.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Everyone lurched in their seats as they came to a halt. Matt was the first to rise, grabbing his bag from the rack and slinging it over one arm. 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